Why Does Blogger HATE Me????

How about feeling like a sad clown???

 Hello,

 Blogger Hates Me!!!!

 I know this because I have worked for the last 2 hours trying to get back into my blog.

 I was accused of posting "Porn" on my old blog. Now those that know me know that I DID NOT.... I would never post nasty stuff on my blog but there you have it so they terminated my account.

 So I made another and things have rolled along nicely for a while and now my old blog appears to be back online!

 I don't know how it happened but in doing so it has not been letting me back on to my current one. I hope that I have it fixed now but who knows for sure.

 

 In addition to fighting to get back into my blog I have been sick today. Not sick as in a cold or a virus or anything like that but sick as in A Fibromyalgia Attack.

 I hurt from my head to my toenails. Meds have not helped me today at all. I thought something was up yesterday but thought if I tried to ignore it perhaps I would be able to dodge it but it didn't happen.

 I stayed in bed all day. Finally with the help of my daughter I was able to get a shower and she and her sweet hands put cream onto my back and shoulders and my boys went to Chick-Fil-A and brought me a bowl of soup. I was so surprised and thanked them both multiple times for their thoughtfulness. 

 I have been planning on doing a few things different with my blog to perhaps spice it up but it will have to wait until my next post as I am not feeling well enough tonight to blog what I had planned.
 I really don't know why I don't have followers. It really discourages me to be writing to myself. I shouldn't care because my blog is for me but still I don't understand. I have it set on public but other than my sweet friend Edna and sometimes one other that is all that I have coming in.

 Enough Whining... 

 I am mentally exhausted from doing nothing today I guess. I did enjoy my shower. It was the one thing that I had looked forward to doing today. Actually the only thing really. 

 I just tried to sleep and I did manage a few cat naps so to speak. I had some crazy mini dreams too. It is really strange how when I am not feeling my best that these dreams come to me. I have no idea where they originate from.

 One that I remember was a doozy. I was living on a Naval Base in Hawaii and trying to get rid of a ghost. 

 We were promised rain but I guess that some promises are meant to be broken and so far that one was. No rain for us. I was really hoping that we would have a good soaking rain and cooler temps to go with it. 

 Yesterday was really hot. 

 Matthew picked me up yesterday and we went over to the library and I picked up a couple of books then we rode around downtown and then picked Jonathan up from a meeting he had to downtown for and then we went out to eat.

 I had chosen Applebee's but traffic was so bad that Jonathan suggested our little Mexican place and I said yes to that but traffic was so bad that we couldn't get over for our exit so he named another that was easier to get to so we went there. 

 The food did not agree with any of us. This is a world famous place and we have always loved the food, but it was really off yesterday. Matthew barely touched his.

 Jonathan and I brought most of ours home and this morning he was feeling sick to his stomach and I had knots in mine even tho I chose something light, it still didn't agree with me.

 I think that the chicken soup I had tonight was the best choice for me. I think that tomorrow I will put some things in the slow cooker and make some soup. Jonathan said that it sounded good to him as well. 

 Nathan goes back to work tomorrow (Thursday) and Karyn is working the rest of the week at the office so I will be home alone tomorrow. I have tons of things I need to do. Mainly I need to make some travel reservations for a few doctor appointments and I have one coming up in November that I need to see if I can get moved up and I am trying to help my friend Tena with her situation. She is really having a hard time of it right now. So I will make a couple of calls for her and contact a few other people to see if I can help her get some legal help. Poor thing fell and busted her head open. I was under the impression that she fell while drying off after a shower which she did but she told me tonight that she is also blacking out and she doesn't remember if she blacked out and fell while drying off or if she just got dizzy and fell. She is going to see a neurosurgeon tomorrow for a brain scan. The ER doctor said that she could be having mini strokes due to her brain injury.

 She was kicked in the head 23 years ago by a horse and has had a lot of re-learning to do.

 I am going to bed now. It is late and I don't want to sleep to much tomorrow. I want to get up at a decent time and get my calls over and done with and spend some time with a good book!

 Take care and I hope to be back soon without having to have another battle with Blogger.... BB